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Posted by FreedomMagnum - 7 days ago


Okay, so it's common cause as usual.

I'm reporting live from the Battle zone, and Blitz and I ran outta rounds. Hes got three bullets, I've got one left. Heh, hes got battle damage, and shits blowing up all around me. People are getting smoked, buildings are collapsing, theres dirt in my goggles, and bullets flying EVERYWHERE!. These people were serious...


My face is dirty, my clothes are too, this is the longest we've been drawn out.

I missed the updates because I didnt always have downtime... I'm feeling a transform back there... Nemesis ended, the humans survived but the rest of the world died, the end (lol) hell yeah... fuck yeah!!! I dont mean to seem the oppurtunist, but for this to work, this fight in between the people HAD to spill out, and now I can see my position, vs what's going on after tailing for so long. (SO glad we're finally here!!!)


Found out why the levels are the WAY they are, but the culprit isnt to haubble over(I'll leave it to Justice)

And that's if he wants him. But my time here, for something else. Cant wait to get back, they are the best.


Let's.... DO THS!!!


Posted by FreedomMagnum - September 25th, 2019


YEAYUH, Hey, you know what I just realized? Ive managed to get my title when abbrev, to repeat itself.

Totally accidental. N.S.N.S. , (if I was racist, it would stand for NiBBas NiBBas... SERIOUSLY JOKING!!!)


Anywho, I touched down again. I realized the strength into who I am is what this is. But I also learned the pacing of this is slow so that people that don't/can't understand, have a chance to learn. So ,I'm limited to a fault, but I wish this weren't the case. So I'm doing my best to remove this larger number of fallacy and nuisance because it's really.....fatty. I don't need so much filler, and that's sometimes a problem because down on earth, that's ALOT of whats circulating. But I've been to "MAX SPEED" before, and don't remember having to do either this much WAITING nor deal with this much frustration and lack of substance. (From both my emotions and mentality) Id do away with these things because at said speeds, they're only a hindrance. SO, psychosis into the future it is. (That's how I opened the portal the last two times)

So we're removing both of these elements from the equation. Goodbye humanity, hellooooo figuring out how to deal with this shit way the fuck out here in space...(figuratively speaking, of course)


So, like I said, mankind destroyed the bridge that connected them to Yggdrasil...(Because we could only support teleporting ourselves when we the "diamonds" DID any kind of dimensional/ time warping) and thusly, the technology to operate it. They shouldnt've, but now they have to seek out those that can use this ancient tech. (I'm not giving them that they shouldn't have done that, that's another mistake they'll have to pay for because I too was almost stuck in the same mess they made when thought they knew what they were doing and almost got killed because of they're greed)


Flora's got some new tech, apparently (8-way tech, I didn't know, I think she modeled a system after mine )

I'll NEVER get bored. But, she better hurry up and steal whatever she has to...


As I packed up to go warping after figuring out my own teleport tech and how it works (wayyyy different from what that outdated ass manual was telling me) I realized that this was the end of earth's chapters. No more pirates to keep me company and share experiences with, or cheer me up when I'm down, or fangs to fight with me until the end of whatever battle that seemed hopeless. No more drinking and making fires and sharing stories by the moonlight. No more ship. No more people to look after/care for. No more family. No more concepts dragging me down...No more.

Upon this realization of schedule clearance, space to think clearly and time restored I only plotted my next moves wisely, as I know I'm a bit rusty. I'm not as fast as I used to be, and being in the negatives is going to take me a while before I'm operating at maximum capacity but I can get there. I am a lil' silly, as rediscovering my "secret" to tapping into my true power isn't with anyone else's hardwiring. They can provide helpful insight, but they cant see/ say what I've heard to know the things I do...


Meanwhile, me and Flora almost got into again...

She's mad 'cuz I look at other females. Of course my mind wanders, but I never let it go past that. And it's because of the difference of profile I wonder in the first place. If she weren't busy cramming her beliefs down my throat and would respect me for me, and understand I'm a human with a way of life without her FIRST, she could continue to meet me in the middle. But she looks at me like I AM a god. As I glance in the mirror realizing I've been tampered with by her hands in the first place I say to myself "I sure don't look it." But...

It doesn't stop her from getting in my face, and kissing me. It doesn't stop her from sharing secrets when we're in bed and smelling my morning breath. She doesn't slow down for a wink, and realizing this about her, my only complaint is she could take more time to get to know ME, instead of doing what she wanted. But there's where I digress, 'cuz of many reasons. Imma try Psy-Linking with her some more. There's alot I keep to myself (although some days I know she can tell I'm somewhere else) and I know it's gotta be the same for her. Maybe she can be my inside joke. Yeah, this is where I was before I "died" last time..

Heh.. I remapped out my plans, rechecked my latest set up and made sure this was the equipment I wanted before heading out, being that it was going to be a while before I will find a place to stop and check anything in that menu.


Next stop: Getting airborne!!


Posted by FreedomMagnum - September 20th, 2019


Welp, got a knock at the door with a note from Zeus, Says hes going to take a trip out of this world, and I get a spot aboard the ship, along with a few other gods. Dope. Hell yeah I was going to go, ain't shit else I'm doin'...


Got downstairs after that big fancy banquet dinner party thingy to find a breakfast buffet on the table,

to see Flora already there. She had that "I'm-ignoring-you-but-I-want-you-to-pay-attention-to-me" thing that girls do going.

I know why she was pissed, even though she'd killed Epyon for me. To be honest, she was a bit of a distraction, but that's because of my passive nature. I kept letting her go. That gave her space to get in close, and actually wipe me out, though.

Anyway, away from my thoughts I turn attention to the table to see for the length of the table, there was only two places set...With one chair allll the way at the OTHER end...

I assumed it was for me.


"Wont you join me?"


She asked. I sat down hurriedly and prepared my breakfast. I felt stupid, if I had to ask her to pass me something, neither of us was going to be abled to reach it. She did this for a reason. Normally, I'd close the gap, drag my seat closer to her, and grab everything before I was ready to sit, and made sure she was good before I sat down. Clearly she was still mad. I only did my best to respect her space, being that she might have a point besides being upset with me this time.


So, after a couple of bites in stupid "I'm upset-with-you-but-we-wont-leave" silence, I broke first and cut straight to the chase.


"So, whats bothering you now?" I inquired.


"Nothing..." She speedily replied.


It was that "quick, high pitched, cover my ass "lemme-fake-like-it-to-get-you-off-my-nerves" response, not her calm, confident, casual "look-me-in-my-eyes-to-let-me-know-she's-okay" response. It had to be "us"...I knew what was on her mind. But what about it exactly was the only thing I questioned. I first jumped to conclusion that she shouldn't be worried about it in the first place, but she would've seen me as getting defensive even though that's my natural response. Not because I was defensive, which would've lead to me actually being defensive because of the miscalculation on her part, but because she couldn't understand the reason I seem so passive about it is because it was nothing to me, even though honestly I see the good and bad about alot of situations AND people, and to a certain degree, Epyon DID excite me alot more than Flora did. She WAS helpful, to an extent...


Being careful and throwing away alot of the attitude I posses about not being apologetic over being who I am and feeling what I feel, I took a deep breath, and tried to shift my focus onto where her line of focus was. But this distance thing because she upset with me was blinding her, and starting to actually piss me off at this point.


"Are you still thinking about it?" I asked.


"Thinking about what?"


She was lying. It was driving me nuts. But, I stopped in the middle of my tyrade of tyrannic thoughts of self, and realized, she was actually more hurt than anything. Then, ONTOP of the fact that Epyon was actually going to kill me, multiplied with the fact that I was "defending" her to Flora, probably made it worse...


Sometimes I forget I'm the only one who can hear her...

Sometime I get beside myself and forget who was there ALL along...

Sometimes I have trouble relating to a goddess, who has spent thousands of years alone...


"C'mon Flora. We share the Psy-Link, you already know what I ACTUALLY think and feel! ... And Im sorry."

And then her repressed rage came flying at me in the form of a plate with eggs and pancakes and sausage. I ducked as I watched them spill to the floor, already stirring the dragon inside. And this is how it normally goes. We fight, then we fuck somehow. I think it might end the same way this time because out of all the instances where we were actually arguing or fighting, I think somewhere in the middle we just stop and forget..


Meanwhile as my thoughts raced, I stared at the plate of wasted food, and as I turned to shout at her, she was already standing at my end of the table, Cobra Cannon loaded and aimed in my face.


"Hey, you gonna eat th--"

*Click-clack*

...!


I pushed the nozzle of the barrel upward as she let off some rounds, blowing up some windows and the statues behind me on the stairs in the hall. Pretty sure she could've taken my head off with that one. And our dance at the breakfast table began. Her eyes blood red, but this time, they weren't glowy red, like she's angry, they were bloodshot red, like she was going to cry.


"Why"...WHY???"


She screamed.

I can see she wants me to even regret meeting her. But, if she would only understand that calming down would help her figure out more, as I'm now just dealing with her argument.


"She WASN'T there for you!!! SHE DIDN'T CARE FOR YOU!!! SHE WOULD'VE KILLED YOU AND ALL THE HARD WORK I PUT INTO THIS AND YOU WERE JUST GOING TO WALK AWAY TO GET FUCKED OVER?!?!"


And whether she realized it or not, she admitted what I had assumed. It WAS "us" as an aspect to her. I was relieved, but simultaneously, knew depending on how this fight ends I would either have to listen to her rant about her feelings and get no assistance for months, or she'll get all touchy feely and then... you' know...


I understand why she's upset. But the thing is, she doesn't hear me about is how I'm willing to stand by her despite how upset she is. She should stop being pissed off, and check the Psy-Link to search my feelings and or thoughts to understand where I'm coming from, and where I'm going with this. But, it's too late. She's letting it rip all over the place, screaming and crying as the other gods are spectating for some reason, watching her lose her shit. So, then I tried an inverse link, and she stopped firing. It must've got through. She dropped her cannon and started bawling. Oy...

I ran over to her and hugged her, and told her everything was okay, and took her to my room. She's quiet for now. Time will heal this wound, but at least shes calm...


Posted by FreedomMagnum - September 17th, 2019


God I cannot come up with anything to save my life rn...


But I'm still going to try!


Got a few back stories from ANWTC, (for those interested)

Nothin new for NanoSymph really, cept whatever I make up...

GTW II Im not feelin, tbh..

And "Dad's book" Im not too sure of...

In between all the lessons, and life actually in the way I dont have too much...

Guess I'll make a reminder for myself:

(Im good at "real-timing")


The 7 Pillars must be infected...

I NEED metal...

In order for the dream(or not) I still need the second string to occur...

Retirement plan centers itself being comfortable, or else it wont work...


But dad needs me to go lead his army or some junk...


Im really drawing blanks, and dont have too much going on. I really hate when my mental prowess is off.

Its like I dont know how to write a story, or use my imagination, or hell, even speak some days..

bleh..

But, with the right schedule, a righteous routine will follow so I can handle the physical aspect of me better,

and thusly, have the timing and space necessary for better control over my mentality. But right now,

Im straight doo doo and I dislike it TREMENDOUSLY..lol, Im done. I tried blogging earlier and right as I got to the computer I realized it wasnt happening. God I need to get my shit together. I think Im still rich high...


Posted by FreedomMagnum - September 12th, 2019


Warped again!!! I struggled to hold on to anything that kept me centered as I saw my memories of past ,present, and future colliding, as the wormwhole rip became too much to bare visibly, as the fabric of space and time tore infront of me!

The colors.....The colors...


I came to, in a strange place no less. All of my memories in tact, all of my battle experiences still there. In the middle of a gigantic grass bladed, windy field. Lush greenery and rolling hills as far as mine eyes could tell, on a planet as far as I gather, with the suns shining brightly. Did I Yggdra warp?...Was it a time trap?...What was it??

I hadnt the faintest clue where (or when) I was existing on this material plane, but I knew one thing for much:

I was tired.


I wondered what that left of S.I.R.E.N. ..I kinda said to myself destruction was at hand, but now Im crossing the streams. I have to find out where I am, but lastly how to go fuck their shit u-- ahhhh, who cares?

I shurgged, as I shrugged off any concerns I had and stood up, and carried my ass. This new place looks like somewhere I wanna be. Somewhere I ...belong.


Posted by FreedomMagnum - September 1st, 2019


Umbrella corps is here. I am...

Nemesis???...


Things are picking up... same old place, just closer to the hive...


I only wonder who the sole proprietor is, unless it's a team...


I tried using my comm link, and its jammed. I cant contact the pirates, or the hidden base. All of my materia is still junctioned though...hmmm.


I smoked my last cigarette, thought real long and hard about the next sea of bullshit incoming, and handed Epyon's core to Blitzkreig...


Posted by FreedomMagnum - August 26th, 2019


OMG all this stuff happened, they went the wrong way ab--...


Too late now...


This is just a place for my goofy shit, I dont EVER post anything serious on here, thats why I "blog" about it.

I fear Ive lost much more than I could possibly gain, but on the plus side, I beat Chronos...


And here I am. "Where Im supposed" to be. *eyeroll* I'll admit, it was fun and a bit cute

having the whole "I have a party" thing, but it was everyone else that took it too far. Thats why I have no questions answered STILL, and nothing to show for any of the "chasing them around" Ive done. Time to cut out the horseshit, I guess there will be playtime later, but right now whether I like it or not, I gotta get serious for a second. It was fun, but Im still not "fixed", but have solved alot of what was wrong here, whats going on, and how to handle my mind on my own. That was NEVER up to anyone else, talking like they were responsible for it. I cant stand that. THATS the top reason Im leaving, besides, you know, all the wasted time I'll never get back, from people who never cared in the first place. Now, as far as the Symphony goes, for those that are actually just bored, I guess I can ride this thing out. I just wanted to draw the line for those that didnt understand what was going on. Im tired of having the lines crossed. Thats it.

Also, Im tapped on resource, because losers out here are just playing the blame game, but it always seems to end this way. Me actually telling someone what I REALLY think, and them trying to kill me because I stood my ground and spoke my mind, when I told them in the beginning why they didnt want to hear what I thought in the first place. Now Im being taunted and goaded by a place of my past, that exists, but the magic is gone. EVERYONE else hightailed it, so I believe its my turn as well. The funniest part I find about it all is, how everyone says they masterminded this confusion bullshit, acting like they helped me figure out a thing and they havent. Only thing they did was jump out and try to spook me, cuz I I havent learned anything from them. (Cept how to do more shit talk *eyeroll) which I knew from the start. Truth is, if they KNEW what they were doing, they couldve called it out the beginning not out of being bold or brave or even boasting about it, but because they had a point all along, into which they didnt.

Thats it. Now I get to enjoy my life and i hope the illuminati thing they talk about IS real, cuz the last laugh would be mine. (Thats not the reason Im saying that, Im dickheaded for it, but its because I find Im right again. Also, this round a bout just left me salty) They only thing I learned is that I had to put my shit on hold, and lend an ear to suggestions, because even though I asked, noone had an answer. (or at least the right one)


Anywho, trying to decide if the Symph is a big an integral as they say, cuz if not, im scrappin the joint(even though i should want to do it for myself)


Posted by FreedomMagnum - August 8th, 2019


But SF's biggest asset is the Lazer...

DF wont land, fighting Chronos...

Hitting him isnt too much a problem,

Skar the Sky cant seem to crush him, and he doesnt look the least bit phased or tired...

I cant imagine what other spells are in his repertoire, or tech tree(s)...

Reality Breaker helps me see him when he uses Overdrive...

I still haven't equipped Epyon's core...


Posted by FreedomMagnum - August 6th, 2019


Well soon see...


Posted by FreedomMagnum - August 4th, 2019


Heh...


I couldn't do anything but smirk,

As I remember that hes right. It's so insane to witness, even crazier to know.

Everything I thought I was creating is already part of his book...


Now, for the seven pillars to come down...